As I decorate the Christmas tree, I find no joy. I have to pretend that I am happy, but I am not. I put it up only because I had to. I do not want to celebrate without you. I do not want to live without you. The days get harder and harder to wake up. My heart is in so many pieces that I do not think that it will ever be whole again. Which I know that it won't. I am only half a person now. I think of you every waking moment. I miss you so much. To hear your laughter or voice again, saying " I love you mom" would be an everlasting joy. I love you baby girl.. Please help me through this, Stef. I need to be there for your sisters.
I miss you more and more everyday. My tears never stop falling, my heart never stops hurting. I keep thinking you will walk through the doors of my life again. I hear your voice when I am alone, calling mommy. I do know how much you love me and I do know that you knew that I would of done anything for you. I am sorry that you were alone that night. I wish that I could of saved you. I'll regret that night as long as I live. Always know baby girl that I will keep your memory alive forever. There will not be a day that I do not speak of you or think of you. My life has changed so much, since you have been gone. I wish we were together again. I am hugging you and kissing you all the time in my mind. I listen to your voice mail at times just to hear your voice. I pretend that you are away and will be home soon. I just can't bear to think that you are forever gone. My mind just can't handle it. I love you so very much Stefanie Suzanne forever and foralways. Forever true to you.
erinwillis3785@yahoo-.com/ Erin Willis (Friend)
Stefanie,
I'm sorry we never got the chance to meet and really learn about one another. Everyday in Science I rembember Ashley always telling good stories of you and some funny ones of you making her suck your toes, but she always laughed and we got in trouble because we were talking so loud and we talked so much. We never noticed he stopped the class for us talking but it was still so funny when he did because everybody would be looking at us and as soon as we noticed he started to yell but just ended up yelling at us instead but that was good times. I rembemer the first time i met you it was memorial weekend and you had come down with Mike and me and Ashley were swimming and she asked you for a ride up town and you said no and then i said something mean and i donthink you liked me very much for it but i do hope you know that i have ashleys best interst at heart if she makes a mistake she can learn and grow even though you cant be here to see it i know that your looking over her and making sure nothing bad that happens to her. She cherishes everything you taught her and she will forever know Close
stefanie/ Mckenzie Mason (sister's friend )
I know i didnt know you but i feel like i do because ashley loved you so much and almost every word that comes out of her mouth is about you, about every moment you two spent together, because she has to remind herself every day of the memories you shared because she knows that there wont be anymore to grow on. The day you left was like the day ashley changed. You took a piece of everybody who loved you with you. She now knows how she should go on with life and cherish every moment. And how she should treat the people around her. You taught her every thing about life about hope and the long journey ahead. I know Ashley cant see you and your love any more but she can still feel it. I've never met you but from what ive heard about you your love goes on and on.
love Mckenzie xoxo. Close
A sister's love is a bond that lasts forever / Christina (Big Sister )Read >>
A sister's love is a bond that lasts forever / Christina (Big Sister )
A sister's love is a special gift of close family ties-woven in the fabric of shared experiences, with memories of people and events that mean so much to both of you...
the bond of love you share with a sister is strengthened by all the fond recollections of milestones in your lives. It is as unbreakable as the courage she has given you when you faced challenges together.
A sister's love is playful and fun. It holds echoes of her laughter from childhhood. It is as faithful as her friendship, you can depend on her for so much, you can expect her to listen to you and understand feelings that other people cannot fathom.
you can trust that she will help you with no strings attached, you can expect her to be there for you and care about you like only a sister can.
A sister's love is a gift of acceptance that allows you to be yourself always. It is the sweet peace of being with someone whose presence alone conveys how dear you are to her. Her love cheers for you when you experience success. It sheds tears with you when you are hurting inside.
A sister's love shines with pride in you. It holds you tight day and night, and never outgrows its closeness to you. It is a PRICELESS GIFT because it comes from her heart.........
A SISTER'S LOVE WILL NEVER EVER BE FORGOTTEN...I MISS YOU SIS XOXOXOXOXO Close
I miss you. Seems just like the other day we were playing in the back yard in ontario. Running around, crazy little kids. Remember the boat in the driveway? i know you can only be laughing about that... i love you Close
Stef, Thanksgiving has come and gone and now Christmas will be here. We have spent every Thanksgiving together since the day you were born. Thanksgiving was really bad without you. I hate the thought of Cristmas. It will not be merry or filled with joy, because you are not here to enjoy it with. It's just not the holidays that are bad, it's everyday that you are not here. The holidays just intensify the sorrow and lonileness that I feel. My tears fall like rain everyday. I do not know how to heal my heart, nor do I want to. My heart will be broken until the day that I am with you again. Your life was cut so short, you had to much ahead of you to be gone so early. I know that what time you did have here, you lived it to the fullest. I am sorry that I could not protect you this time. My job was not to ever have any harm come to you. I guess that I failed. I would have given my life for yours. Remember baby girl, that I will love you forever and foralways.
Missing You / Mommy (Mommy)
Stef, as each goes by my heart aches more & more. I miss you so much, that sometimes I can't breath. My love for you runs so deep in my soul. I miss not hearing the sweet sound of your voice. The special goofy way that only you and I spoke with each other. I cry lonely tears everyday for my baby girl. Oh Stef, how I wish you were home here with me. Can you feel the breaking of my heart, can you hear the sound of my tears. I love you so much Stefanie Suzanne, that I can not bear at times, to grow old without. I'll never understand why I had to bury you that day Stef, but always know Stefanie, how much mommy loves you & misses you. Forever in my heart. Love, Mommy Close
Ill always love you <3 / Manda Earle (Friend)Read >>
Ill always love you <3 / Manda Earle (Friend)
Stefanie. I love you so much. When i heard about everything. all i wanted to do was cry and be there for your family. i dint kno how to handle it. and i certainly dont know how your family actually feels. im trying my best to help everyone and ill always be there for Ashley. She is my best friend. She loved you very much as did everyone else. Miss You.
Love You Always & Forever. Manda
Can you hear me? Does anyone around me Feel the way that I feel now? Cause from the window where I sometimes cry I just want to see Your face tonight And I'm willing to lose everything I am [ Stefanie Suzanne Baker ]
My Beautiful Niece Stefanie / Nikki Sfraga (Aunt)
I remember Stefanie as a young girl with long black hair and a beautiful smile - she was always smiling always laughing. She was always so full of life. She was a good girl who loved her family and no question she has a GREAT family. Tammy - you know I love you so much and I hope that somehow some way you can become stronger because just like Stefanie you are so full of good and always remember Stefanie's smile and try to smile too because she will always be here with you in your heart no one can take that away. If you guys ever need anything please call anytime anyhour of anyday Im always here for you ALWAYS Close
Ilove you / Brandi Falzarano (friend)
U guy i love you so much dont ever 4 get it and i hope yall are doing ok i miss you and i love you rip Close
i miss u best friend / Ashley Baker (little sister )Read >>
i miss u best friend / Ashley Baker (little sister )
stefanie, i miss u o so much.. i miss u so much it hurts... the pain i just can not explain when u left u took our whole life with u. now there is nothing really to look forward each day. the only strength i have is my family.. i was at dads house and kathy was like they found stefanie and i was so happy. then we were like is she alright and cathy was like no she passed right then and there i just wanted to be with stef i will forever and always love u..
For Always Baby Girl / Tammy Baker (Mother)Read >>
For Always Baby Girl / Tammy Baker (Mother)
To my baby girl Stefanie,
The day you were born, God gave me an angel. You filled my life with so much joy and happiness. That tragic day they told me you were gone, was the day my life stopped. I will miss your smiling beautiful face. My heart aches for you. Just to see you again, to hold you, to kiss you, to smell you would be the best thing in my life. You had so much to live for. You were just beginning to experience life as a young women. You have family that loves you very much. Are hearts and souls are broken. We live on to keep your memory alive. For-ever and for always, Stefanie, I will love you.
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